My Bucket List

You may have heard of a bucket list for when people are dying from incurable disease or for the elderly.

What if I told you about a bucket list for the living. Who was once told you are dying or dead.

I was born dead, told I would never walk, talk, see or hear but I do them all and sing!
I have had 2 open heart surgeries, one in 1975(which My mom was told I would never live and don’t need the surgery). The other open heart surgery in 2005. I have had 3 strokes. I was in an auto accident where I died, broke my back in 2 places, my left leg was so bad the doctors wanted to amputate. I was told I would never walk. I walk and I have my left leg. I have a 17 year old son to which I was told, I would never have a child. I wrote and published my first book “Scrolls From My Heart” by Tabby.

My life is nothing but miracles after miracles from Papa God.
I will admit sometimes doubt and discouragement happens. But when I get back to senses I see the loving hand of Papa God on me.

I am now 47 years old, for 45 years of my life, I have lived to die.
I am starting to learn how to live to live not live to die.
To which we all will one day do.
The question for you will be, will you go to Heaven or Hell; or choice.

Until I go home to Papa God and Jesus, I will share my life to everyone who want to hear.

My Living Bucket List, in no particular order. Some will be on going until I go home to Heaven

~Except this one will always be top of my list and everyday
Share the Gospel of God of Love, God of Grace-Jesus to the hurting world. This one will never be marked off, simply because this will always be on going! It will be marked off when i go home to Heaven!
~Write and published a book- DONE!
~Continue to write more books
~Get in better physical fitness
~Visit every state in USA.
~Visit California, to which it is it own country, lol
~Travel the world
~Act in a movie or tv show
~record me singing both Christian and secular music
~Meet TDJakes
~Meet Joel Osteen
~MeetJoyce Myers
~Meet Real Talk Kim aka Kimberley Jones Pothier
~Meet Oprah
~Meet Dr. Oz
~Be on GMA, CNN, Today Show, FOX News BBC & local stations
~Visit Disney World, last time I was there was when I was 4.
~I would love to meet and sing with the Jackson’s I know sounds crazy. I can see people rolling their eyes! I grew up listening to their music and still listen, oh yes I do!

So dare not to dream
So live to live the life you have been given for the glory of God!
In all things give Praise and Honor to God and Jesus

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Come Home

As you read this out loud, personalize this with your name in the blank spaces.
Papa God loves you!
He wants you to come back to him!
He says, “Come Home! I want you!
There is nothing, you could have done(good or bad), thought of or said!
That can keep ME from loving you!
I AM Your hope!
I chose you ____________ before the foundations of the world to be my son or daughter!
Come Home (_________ that doesn’t mean I want you physically dead).
I want your Heart!
Some back to your first love, that is Me Your Papa God!
Let Me Heal you!
Let Me show you the love,
that you never truly got from your earthly family!
Come to My Family..
Me your Papa, Jesus your Big Brother-Lord & Savior, Holy Spirit!”

The Parable of the Prodigal Son
Luke 15:11-32  ESV
11And he said, “There was a man who had two sons. 12And the younger of them said to his father, ‘Father, give me the share of property that is coming to me.’ And he divided his property between them. 13Not many days later, the younger son gathered all he had and took a journey into a far country, and there he squandered his property in reckless living. 14And when he had spent everything, a severe famine arose in that country, and he began to be in need. 15So he went and hired himself out to one of the citizens of that country, who sent him into his fields to feed pigs. 16And he was longing to be fed with the pods that the pigs ate, and no one gave him anything.
17“But when he came to himself, he said, ‘How many of my father’s hired servants have more than enough bread, but I perish here with hunger! 18I will arise and go to my father, and I will say to him, “Father, I have sinned against heaven and before you. 19I am no longer worthy to be called your son. Treat me as one of your hired servants.”‘ 20And he arose and came to his father. But while he was still a long way off, his father saw him and felt compassion, and ran and embraced him and kissed him. 21And the son said to him, ‘Father, I have sinned against heaven and before you. I am no longer worthy to be called your son.’ 22But the father said to his servants, ‘Bring quickly the best robe, and put it on him, and put a ring on his hand, and shoes on his feet. 23And bring the fattened calf and kill it, and let us eat and celebrate. 24For this my son was dead, and is alive again; he was lost, and is found.’ And they began to celebrate.
25“Now his older son was in the field, and as he came and drew near to the house, he heard music and dancing. 26And he called one of the servants and asked what these things meant. 27And he said to him, ‘Your brother has come, and your father has killed the fattened calf, because he has received him back safe and sound.’28But he was angry and refused to go in. His father came out and entreated him, 29but he answered his father, ‘Look, these many years I have served you, and I never disobeyed your command, yet you never gave me a young goat, that I might celebrate with my friends. 30But when this son of yours came, who has devoured your property with prostitutes, you killed the fattened calf for him!’31And he said to him, ‘Son, you are always with me, and all that is mine is yours. 32It was fitting to celebrate and be glad, for this your brother was dead, and is alive; he was lost, and is found.'”

The Parable of the Lost Sheep
Luke 15:1-7
1Now the tax collectors and sinners were all drawing near to hear him. 2And the Pharisees and the scribes grumbled, saying, “This man receives sinners and eats with them.” 3So he told them this parable: 4“What man of you, having a hundred sheep, if he has lost one of them, does not leave the ninety-nine in the open country, and go after the one that is lost, until he finds it? 5And when he has found it, he lays it on his shoulders, rejoicing. 6And when he comes home, he calls together his friends and his neighbors, saying to them, ‘Rejoice with me, for I have found my sheep that was lost.’ 7Just so, I tell you, there will be more joy in heaven over one sinner who repents than over ninety-nine righteous persons who need no repentance.

Papa God, every person that reads this.
I pray that you will bring a move of Your love in their lives.
I pray those who have wander away will come back to your loving arms.I pray those who have always been with you will get a fresh love from you.
I pray those that have never excepted your love/salvation thru Jesus will come running to your open arms.
In Jesus Name, I give Praise and Glory! Amen

Papa God is Wrecking the Church!

God is wrecking the church!!!!!

This will be a good thing!

He is removing all that has hindered the church from Hearing
Experiencing His Extraordinary Presence in the Supernatural!

He is pouring New Fresh Oil on His Bride.
Just as He had oil pour on Aaron!!

Once had denominations that kept us apart
He is bringing the Church together!

He will be wrenching homes and families so,
His Holy Fire will Burn inside them all!!!!

He is bringing His Holy Hunger to all peoples!

Revival is Coming!

Praise You Papa God!!
I’m Ready

I have been saying this to my husband for weeks now.
I have been praying and declaring that Every
Town, City, Counties and States in America,
as well as all the people
Belongs to Papa God!
I have also been doing this for the Whole World and every nation.

Wrote Thursday August 17, 2017

The Valleys & Mountians

Good Sunday Morning,
Lovely Ones!

I pray that each of you have a Blessed & Wonderful Day.
I ask Jesus to reveal God & Himself to you, today. To show you that even in the mist of trials, He is there! Know that God is making a way for you. So just hold on, as you walk through the dark valley. He is guiding you. Don’t allow Satan to play mind games with you. Lean in/press in on Jesus as you walk through this valley. As you walk through the valley try to find beautiful things that God places along the way and focus on them. He is showing you that He is there with you!

Just as we travel to the mountains, to get a view from above. We have to travel through the valleys. Sometimes the valley is very dry and ugly and then there are some beautiful valleys with meadows. Now we don’t want to stay too long or we will miss what’s on top of the mountain!

That is the same in life!
Keep Movin


If you want / desire peace from the raging seas that are drowning you, look to the hand of Jesus. He is reaching out too you, so he can lift you out, onto the dry land of His heart. He will give you peace for your soul. Not the peace that comes from the world but True peace that comes from an intimate relationship with Him your savior!

Jesus said, ” Come to me, all of you who are weary and carry heavy burdens/troubles, I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you. Let me teach you, because I am humble and gentle at heart. You will find rest for your soul in me. For my yoke is easy to carry and the burden I give you is light.” Matthew 11:28-30