It’s Moving Day

All my things are on the floor
Ready to be pack and
Put in my car

It’s Moving Day
I have seen this day,
played out in my mind so many times
I thought it wouldn’t happen
Yet, where I’m going my heart doesn’t want to go.

I know that this is just a stoping place
Just a season
Where God will get me ready
For where He has called me, to.

My heart is heavy
with emotions
My mind is running
the what if’s

It’s Moving Day
I have seen this day,
played out in my mind so many times
I thought it wouldn’t happen
Yet, where I’m going my heart doesn’t want to go.

I know that this is just a stoping place
Just a season
Where God will get me ready
For where He has called me, to.

Never thought
I would leave my home or
my family
I know if I stay,
I won’t change or
move to the place that God has called me, to.

So on Moving Day
I will go with tears in my eyes
I will go with the expectation
God will guide
God will provide

It’s Moving Day
I have seen this day,
played out in my mind so many times
I thought it wouldn’t happen
Yet, where I’m going my heart doesn’t want to go.

I know that this is just a stoping place
Just a season
Where God will get me ready
For where He has called me, to.

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I Am Beautiful

I Am Beautiful

I Am Beautiful
From the inside-out

Not because
Someone said I was
Not because
Hollywood said I was

I Am Beautiful
From the inside-out
Because I look from within!

I Am Beautiful
Because I see the light
That has been place inside me

I Am Beautiful
Because the light
That is so bright
Took the stain of sin so black
And made me purify
By the Blood of Jesus

I Am Beautiful

GoodBye

Goodbye

I never thought Goodbye, could hurt so bad.
I never thought Goodbye, could turn a person upside down.
I never thought I would have to say Goodbye.
I thought it would be you saying it to me!

Today I stand at you tombstone
Looking back on all we did and said.
Thinking we missed words would should’ve said and words we shouldn’t not said.
All that is mute

I never thought Goodbye, could hurt so bad.
I never thought Goodbye, could turn a person upside down.
I never thought I would have to say Goodbye.
I thought it would be you saying it to me!

Life seems so unfair
Life seems so untrue
But yet I’m still here just trying to pick up the pieces.

I know when my mind stops spinning
I when my heart stops breaking
I will see the light of Jesus.
I know he is here with me through all of this
But still…

I never thought Goodbye, could hurt so bad.
I never thought Goodbye, could turn a person upside down.
I never thought I would have to say Goodbye.
I thought it would be you saying it to me!

I never thought Goodbye, could hurt so bad.
I never thought Goodbye, could turn a person upside down.
I never thought I would have to say Goodbye.
I thought it would be you saying it to me!

It’s should’ve been me….

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My Walk the Jesus

God has been speaking to me about this for months now…

When I was growing up and later as an adult coming back to the church.
I wish the church had taught me:
Who I was in Christ, my Identity
My promises I received as being a believer in Christ
What was the Yes’s are in Christ.

If I had been taught this from the beginning, my walk with Christ would have been so much easier.
Not saying there would be no trials, I would know and believe who I am in Christ.
Who I am and who I belong to and knowing my authority, are so much more important.
It would have been so much easier not to listen to the lies of the enemy.

But instead
I got taught
All the No’s and can’ts

My walk/relationship with Jesus has been and still hard as hell!
It’s a struggle some days
Sometimes I feel like I’m in the fiery furnace all by myself
I know I’m not to go on feelings but the Very Word of God, the Bible.
Still, I struggle with doubts.

As I’m typing this I have tears running down my face.
Thinking of all the people who are going through this too.

Church, stop teaching religion show us and teach us about a relationship with Jesus.
It not about my damn works and what I do!
It’s about what Jesus did on the Cross!