I’m NOT Perfect!

I’m not perfect
Nor do I try to be.

I try to do things that will help others
But sometimes,
people think I’m trying to be perfect.

I’m a follower of Jesus
I make mistakes
I will say the wrong thing,
I don’t intend too
I’m only human,
just like everyone else in this world.

For some reason,
Which I don’t understand
Why people, think that being a Christian…
I’m supposed to have it all together,
Really…….!

I love how those that don’t believe in Jesus
And the ones who do believe in Jesus
Love to point out my mistakes
But they don’t see the billboard in their own face.

When I decided to put my faith & trust in Jesus,
as my Lord & Savior.
It started, My walk with Jesus,
It’s a journey.

Which means I am being transformed into Jesus daily.
My journey means allowing God to transform me.
This is a continuous process.
It can be messy & painful
To be truthful!

The cool thing and what I love the most is
God knows all,
He chose me,
He forgave me
He is with me,
He loves me, no matter what
He is for me
I’m His daughter!!!

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Tabby Edwards

August 26, 2017

I’ve never shared this before, until now. I’ve always been ashamed, until now. This day Papa God, removed the deep depression that oppressed me for so long! I was at Leif Hetland’s Global Mission Awareness in Kennesaw, Georgia.

It’s Moving Day

All my things are on the floor
Ready to be pack and
Put in my car

It’s Moving Day
I have seen this day,
played out in my mind so many times
I thought it wouldn’t happen
Yet, where I’m going my heart doesn’t want to go.

I know that this is just a stoping place
Just a season
Where God will get me ready
For where He has called me, to.

My heart is heavy
with emotions
My mind is running
the what if’s

It’s Moving Day
I have seen this day,
played out in my mind so many times
I thought it wouldn’t happen
Yet, where I’m going my heart doesn’t want to go.

I know that this is just a stoping place
Just a season
Where God will get me ready
For where He has called me, to.

Never thought
I would leave my home or
my family
I know if I stay,
I won’t change or
move to the place that God has called me, to.

So on Moving Day
I will go with tears in my eyes
I will go with the expectation
God will guide
God will provide

It’s Moving Day
I have seen this day,
played out in my mind so many times
I thought it wouldn’t happen
Yet, where I’m going my heart doesn’t want to go.

I know that this is just a stoping place
Just a season
Where God will get me ready
For where He has called me, to.

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GoodBye

Goodbye

I never thought Goodbye, could hurt so bad.
I never thought Goodbye, could turn a person upside down.
I never thought I would have to say Goodbye.
I thought it would be you saying it to me!

Today I stand at you tombstone
Looking back on all we did and said.
Thinking we missed words would should’ve said and words we shouldn’t not said.
All that is mute

I never thought Goodbye, could hurt so bad.
I never thought Goodbye, could turn a person upside down.
I never thought I would have to say Goodbye.
I thought it would be you saying it to me!

Life seems so unfair
Life seems so untrue
But yet I’m still here just trying to pick up the pieces.

I know when my mind stops spinning
I when my heart stops breaking
I will see the light of Jesus.
I know he is here with me through all of this
But still…

I never thought Goodbye, could hurt so bad.
I never thought Goodbye, could turn a person upside down.
I never thought I would have to say Goodbye.
I thought it would be you saying it to me!

I never thought Goodbye, could hurt so bad.
I never thought Goodbye, could turn a person upside down.
I never thought I would have to say Goodbye.
I thought it would be you saying it to me!

It’s should’ve been me….

©️ Copyright 2018 Tabby Edwards http://www.ScrollsByTabby.com, All Rights Reserved.

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