It’s Moving Day

All my things are on the floor
Ready to be pack and
Put in my car

It’s Moving Day
I have seen this day,
played out in my mind so many times
I thought it wouldn’t happen
Yet, where I’m going my heart doesn’t want to go.

I know that this is just a stoping place
Just a season
Where God will get me ready
For where He has called me, to.

My heart is heavy
with emotions
My mind is running
the what if’s

It’s Moving Day
I have seen this day,
played out in my mind so many times
I thought it wouldn’t happen
Yet, where I’m going my heart doesn’t want to go.

I know that this is just a stoping place
Just a season
Where God will get me ready
For where He has called me, to.

Never thought
I would leave my home or
my family
I know if I stay,
I won’t change or
move to the place that God has called me, to.

So on Moving Day
I will go with tears in my eyes
I will go with the expectation
God will guide
God will provide

It’s Moving Day
I have seen this day,
played out in my mind so many times
I thought it wouldn’t happen
Yet, where I’m going my heart doesn’t want to go.

I know that this is just a stoping place
Just a season
Where God will get me ready
For where He has called me, to.

©️ Copyright 2018 Tabby Edwards http://www.ScrollsByTabby.com, All Rights Reserved.

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I Am Beautiful

I Am Beautiful

I Am Beautiful
From the inside-out

Not because
Someone said I was
Not because
Hollywood said I was

I Am Beautiful
From the inside-out
Because I look from within!

I Am Beautiful
Because I see the light
That has been place inside me

I Am Beautiful
Because the light
That is so bright
Took the stain of sin so black
And made me purify
By the Blood of Jesus

I Am Beautiful

GoodBye

Goodbye

I never thought Goodbye, could hurt so bad.
I never thought Goodbye, could turn a person upside down.
I never thought I would have to say Goodbye.
I thought it would be you saying it to me!

Today I stand at you tombstone
Looking back on all we did and said.
Thinking we missed words would should’ve said and words we shouldn’t not said.
All that is mute

I never thought Goodbye, could hurt so bad.
I never thought Goodbye, could turn a person upside down.
I never thought I would have to say Goodbye.
I thought it would be you saying it to me!

Life seems so unfair
Life seems so untrue
But yet I’m still here just trying to pick up the pieces.

I know when my mind stops spinning
I when my heart stops breaking
I will see the light of Jesus.
I know he is here with me through all of this
But still…

I never thought Goodbye, could hurt so bad.
I never thought Goodbye, could turn a person upside down.
I never thought I would have to say Goodbye.
I thought it would be you saying it to me!

I never thought Goodbye, could hurt so bad.
I never thought Goodbye, could turn a person upside down.
I never thought I would have to say Goodbye.
I thought it would be you saying it to me!

It’s should’ve been me….

©️ Copyright 2018 Tabby Edwards http://www.ScrollsByTabby.com, All Rights Reserved.

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My Bucket List

You may have heard of a bucket list for when people are dying from incurable disease or for the elderly.

What if I told you about a bucket list for the living. Who was once told you are dying or dead.

I was born dead, told I would never walk, talk, see or hear but I do them all and sing!
I have had 2 open heart surgeries, one in 1975(which My mom was told I would never live and don’t need the surgery). The other open heart surgery in 2005. I have had 3 strokes. I was in an auto accident where I died, broke my back in 2 places, my left leg was so bad the doctors wanted to amputate. I was told I would never walk. I walk and I have my left leg. I have a 17 year old son to which I was told, I would never have a child. I wrote and published my first book “Scrolls From My Heart” by Tabby.

My life is nothing but miracles after miracles from Papa God.
I will admit sometimes doubt and discouragement happens. But when I get back to senses I see the loving hand of Papa God on me.

I am now 47 years old, for 45 years of my life, I have lived to die.
I am starting to learn how to live to live not live to die.
To which we all will one day do.
The question for you will be, will you go to Heaven or Hell; or choice.

Until I go home to Papa God and Jesus, I will share my life to everyone who want to hear.

My Living Bucket List, in no particular order. Some will be on going until I go home to Heaven

~Except this one will always be top of my list and everyday
Share the Gospel of God of Love, God of Grace-Jesus to the hurting world. This one will never be marked off, simply because this will always be on going! It will be marked off when i go home to Heaven!
~Write and published a book- DONE!
~Continue to write more books
~Get in better physical fitness
~Visit every state in USA.
~Visit California, to which it is it own country, lol
~Travel the world
~Parasail
~Act in a movie or tv show
~record me singing both Christian and secular music
~Meet TDJakes
~Meet Joel Osteen
~MeetJoyce Myers
~Meet Real Talk Kim aka Kimberley Jones Pothier
~Meet Oprah
~Meet Dr. Oz
~Be on GMA, CNN, Today Show, FOX News BBC & local stations
~Visit Disney World, last time I was there was when I was 4.
~I would love to meet and sing with the Jackson’s I know sounds crazy. I can see people rolling their eyes! I grew up listening to their music and still listen, oh yes I do!

So dare not to dream
So live to live the life you have been given for the glory of God!
In all things give Praise and Honor to God and Jesus

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