Share A Dream from May 4-5, 2009

I want to share a dream I had 10 years ago, around May 5, 2009.

In the Dream my name was called 3 times; “Tabby, come here please, Tabby, come here please, Tabby, come here please.”

When I got there, a white door was open and the whole house inside & out was white. At the Door was Michael Jackson. He said to me, “finally you got here”. I laugh a little and said I was sleeping ( the dream happened after midnight).

We sat down, chitchat for awhile.

Then Michael gets down on his knees and he says will you forgive me and starts to list all his wrongs. I stop him and tell him he is asking forgiveness to the wrong person, you need to ask forgiveness to God & Jesus.

(Back story on this, since I was little, I’ve had repeated dreams were Michael & I was talking about God & Jesus and reading his bible. In one dream I remember where he was reading out of the Bible. He reads, “In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was a god. John 1:1” I told him Jesus was God not a god.)

He then repents and ask forgiveness(as he is doing this his head is in my lap crying his heart out) and want Jesus in his life. After this I told him he needed to be baptized.
He told me that I could do this, which I interjected because I wasn’t a pastor. Michael tells me, yes I was.
So we go upstairs and I fill up a garden tub full of water. He get in & I baptized him in the name and of the Father God, Jesus & Holy Spirit.

I told him now you have to tell, he calls his brother Marlon first, then Tito and he would tell the others later in the day.

I have share this with few family members & friends, they all stated, he received Salvation that night. May 5, 2009
He would go on the pass way on June 25, 2009

I would love your thoughts on this But Don’t be rude or nasty!

My Walk the Jesus

God has been speaking to me about this for months now…

When I was growing up and later as an adult coming back to the church.
I wish the church had taught me:
Who I was in Christ, my Identity
My promises I received as being a believer in Christ
What was the Yes’s are in Christ.

If I had been taught this from the beginning, my walk with Christ would have been so much easier.
Not saying there would be no trials, I would know and believe who I am in Christ.
Who I am and who I belong to and knowing my authority, are so much more important.
It would have been so much easier not to listen to the lies of the enemy.

But instead
I got taught
All the No’s and can’ts

My walk/relationship with Jesus has been and still hard as hell!
It’s a struggle some days
Sometimes I feel like I’m in the fiery furnace all by myself
I know I’m not to go on feelings but the Very Word of God, the Bible.
Still, I struggle with doubts.

As I’m typing this I have tears running down my face.
Thinking of all the people who are going through this too.

Church, stop teaching religion show us and teach us about a relationship with Jesus.
It not about my damn works and what I do!
It’s about what Jesus did on the Cross!

Heaven or Hell?

There is a game being posted on Facebook,

it’s a cute game.

But with all seriousness..

We are all sinners in God eyes, when we haven’t placed our faith in Jesus.

All your good deeds & good works mean nothing to God,
they are filthy rags!

Did you accept Jesus as your Lord & Savior?
Do you believe that Jesus died for your sins,
so you would have eternal life?

Jesus took your punishment of your sins and nailed them to the cross in His own body!
Do you believe that Jesus died on the cross, rose from the grave alive on the third day & ascended to Heaven?

Jesus is the Only Way to Heaven!

If you don’t believe then you are not going to Heaven!
You are going to Hell!
I’m not condemning you, you condemn yourself by not believing in Jesus!
See Jesus did not come into this world to condemned you.
He came to give you eternal life! John 3:16-18 paraphrase

Once you accept & put your faith in Jesus then,
Papa God, will no longer hold your sins aganist you!
You will be called a Daughter or Son to the Most High God!
Heaven is where you will live for Eternity.

A Place At the Table…

I dream of a church where there is a place for me….
(A seat at the table)
That won’t look at me as a woman
but
As a Daughter of the Most High God!
A place that will disciple me,
To teach me on how to be the image and doer of Jesus
To teach me how to use the gifts that Papa God has place in me.
A place where I can serve!

So then,
In return, I can do the same!
This is how a church should be!!

No matter if you are male or female!