The very ones that are supposed to be for you,
They are the ones,
holding you back.
They will use manipulation and suggestions
To keep you in place!
To a point,
where you are afraid to move.
Make you doubt…
What God has place in you!
Satan will use anyone,
to try and stop what God has place in you!
Listen to God and Believe!
I’m not where I want to be
but I’m not where I was
I am Under Construction!
I will stay under construction,
till the day God calls me home.
So pardon me,
if you don’t like
what God is doing in me….
He never said being,
Would be easy or clean!
Yes, there will be times, when it is easy!
God is transforming me & you into the image of His son,
I want to share a dream I had 10 years ago, around May 5, 2009.
In the Dream my name was called 3 times; “Tabby, come here please, Tabby, come here please, Tabby, come here please.”
When I got there, a white door was open and the whole house inside & out was white. At the Door was Michael Jackson. He said to me, “finally you got here”. I laugh a little and said I was sleeping ( the dream happened after midnight).
We sat down, chitchat for awhile.
Then Michael gets down on his knees and he says will you forgive me and starts to list all his wrongs. I stop him and tell him he is asking forgiveness to the wrong person, you need to ask forgiveness to God & Jesus.
(Back story on this, since I was little, I’ve had repeated dreams were Michael & I was talking about God & Jesus and reading his bible. In one dream I remember where he was reading out of the Bible. He reads, “In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was a god. John 1:1” I told him Jesus was God not a god.)
He then repents and ask forgiveness(as he is doing this his head is in my lap crying his heart out) and want Jesus in his life. After this I told him he needed to be baptized.
He told me that I could do this, which I interjected because I wasn’t a pastor. Michael tells me, yes I was.
So we go upstairs and I fill up a garden tub full of water. He get in & I baptized him in the name and of the Father God, Jesus & Holy Spirit.
I told him now you have to tell, he calls his brother Marlon first, then Tito and he would tell the others later in the day.
I have share this with few family members & friends, they all stated, he received Salvation that night. May 5, 2009
He would go on the pass way on June 25, 2009
I would love your thoughts on this But Don’t be rude or nasty!
I had a dream
Where I was in China on their Olympic team, but I’m an American citizen.
I was apart of all the summer sports.
For the record, I’ve never been good with sports because I’ve never had the health to do sports.
Ive had over 29 surgeries since I was born.
In the dream I was do the 800m freestyle swimming and I was ahead and I won for China.
Both China & US was so excited that I won.
I keep on doing all the sports and winning
Both China & US was so happy.
God, I don’t understand the dream but I will follow you where you send me and I know in faith that I will succeed.