Hello How are you? I thought I would call to see how you been? Are you Worldly dreaming? Or are you Heavenly dreaming? Do you think about me? I think of you, often. I remember when you loved me and I was first in your heart Now you put me last. Please come back to me I forgive you for all your mistakes I don't hold nothing against you. I have never stopped loving you Hello Are still there? It's not too late to come back to me. I want you to be to be with me The time is running out I will be sending my Son Jesus soon!
While I was still in my mother womb doctors was trying to deliver me but I was in a breached position. The doctor was trying to turn me around. When they did, my bowels came out and got into my lungs. Also as they were turning me the umbilical cord got wrap around my neck and hung me.
The doctor told my mom I was dead and she had not deliver me yet! They finally deliver me and again confirmed I was dead! My mother screamed help her, save her. The doctor said no because if he did I would have no quality of life. Mom still screamed help her.
A nurse that had just took specialized training in this kind of delivery was there. God placed this nurse in that room to help save me. The doctor said no but the nurse heard my mom. I want to also believe she heard God too. That nurse took care of me while I was in hospital for a month. She would be my first mom (as my mom & me will say) who happen to be a black woman! My mom said this nurse loved on me as if I was her own.
The nurse and my mom did not believe what the doctor had to say about me, that I would be blind, deaf, never walk or talk!
I came into this world a month early, dead and no hope for living!
But God in His Grace has allowed me to live.
Since then I have had 28 surgeries to correct birth defects or to just live!
God has been with me the whole time in this walk.
In my book “Scrolls From My Heart” by Tabby,
I share that walk and my faith with God and Jesus.
Every trial has made me stronger in my faith with God & Jesus.
God allowed me to live so I could share God’s story of Miracles, Grace,
Forgiveness and Love that he has done in my life.
I pray that you will get my book and share it with others for God’s Glory.
In Exodus 4:2-4
The Lord God asks Moses, “What is in his hand?” Moses replied, “A staff.”
The Lord God said, “Throw it down to the ground.”
Moses did so and it turned into a snake and Moses ran from it.
God said to Moses, “Reach out and grab the snake by the tail.”
Moses did so and it turn back into a staff, again.
A shepherd staff/rod is deadwood, that can’t grow into a tree.
We also can become deadwood, so God uses trials to wake us up so we can be used by
Just as a staff is used to lean on or for security, we use things to lean on or to use as
security. We many use careers, money and so on for a rod.
So what is your rod/staff that you are leaning on? God wants you to cast down you rod
to see if it turns into a serpent. If it does, then you are leaning on it as a security.
So don’t let Satan slither into you life.
God himself should be your only Rod/Staff
In Psalm 23:4 “for Your rod and staff comforts me.”