I bury my flesh at Calvary
God, I come to Calvary
To bury my flesh and my wants to you.
God, I come to Calvary
To seek your Spirit and your will for my life.
I want your thoughts to be mine
I want your heart to be mine
I want to go deeper with you
So I can grow into maturity
My roots will grow deeper into you.
see Colossians 3:1-4
How are you?
I thought I would call to see how you been?
Are you Worldly dreaming?
Or are you Heavenly dreaming?
Do you think about me?
I think of you, often.
I remember when you loved me
I was first in your heart
Now you put me last.
Please come back to me
I forgive you for all your mistakes
I don't hold nothing against you.
I have never stopped loving you
Are still there?
It's not too late to come back to me.
I want you to be to be with me
The time is running out
I will be sending my Son Jesus soon!
While I was still in my mother womb doctors was trying to deliver me but I was in a breached position. The doctor was trying to turn me around. When they did, my bowels came out and got into my lungs. Also as they were turning me the umbilical cord got wrap around my neck and hung me.
The doctor told my mom I was dead and she had not deliver me yet! They finally deliver me and again confirmed I was dead! My mother screamed help her, save her. The doctor said no because if he did I would have no quality of life. Mom still screamed help her.
A nurse that had just took specialized training in this kind of delivery was there. God placed this nurse in that room to help save me. The doctor said no but the nurse heard my mom. I want to also believe she heard God too. That nurse took care of me while I was in hospital for a month. She would be my first mom (as my mom & me will say) who happen to be a black woman! My mom said this nurse loved on me as if I was her own.
The nurse and my mom did not believe what the doctor had to say about me, that I would be blind, deaf, never walk or talk!
I came into this world a month early, dead and no hope for living!
But God in His Grace has allowed me to live.
Since then I have had 28 surgeries to correct birth defects or to just live!
God has been with me the whole time in this walk.
In my book “Scrolls From My Heart” by Tabby,
I share that walk and my faith with God and Jesus.
Every trial has made me stronger in my faith with God & Jesus.
God allowed me to live so I could share God’s story of Miracles, Grace,
Forgiveness and Love that he has done in my life.
I pray that you will get my book and share it with others for God’s Glory.
Oh, how I wish I had Wings of a Dove
I would fly to you Jesus
To the place where I am safe.
Lord, confuse the enemy and deny their plans
For they breach America's walls(Faith in Jesus),
so they can invade
The real danger is already lurking in the cities
For they have disguised their wickedness for good.
The country is falling apart,
because of the wicked
The wicked make threats
They say, "this is their country"
They want to destroy it and kill your people.
The wicked say there is no God,
What fools they are
Or they will say their god is the only one
They are All Liars.
You Lord Jesus is the Only One!!
Based out of Book of Psalms Chapters 52-55
I believe and trust you and all that you promise me. Father thank you for using me, to show miracles still happen. Doctors said I would never live, walk, talk, hear and write. Teachers said that I would never write, read or graduate from high school. And go on to college. They were all wrong. Just because a baby is born into this world dead does not mean it cannot live! I’m proof! Father thank you for my book “Scrolls From My Heart” by Tabby, so I can share what you have done in my life with others.
In Jesus name.Amen