Unwanted

Many people have felt Unwanted in their lives from time to time
Have you ever felt Unwanted?

If you have, then you know what it feels like
And wanting to be Wanted and to feel loved

Says, the World;
Unwanted, for the color of your skin
Unwanted, for you are not pretty or handsome enough

Who is to say, who is beautiful? 
We are all beautiful in the eyes of the Creator!

Says, the World;
Unwanted, for you are poor and can’t afford brand name clothes
Unwanted, for you have no family or home and have to stay with foster 
parents or extended family
Unwanted, for you have now been Blessed and 
the others are just jealous of you
Unwanted, for your religion?

The Creator wants You!
	You are Wanted by one who is Love
	He made you in HIS image, so you are Wanted and Loved
	You have to choose to see His Love
	His Love is never ending like a circle!

Says, the World;
Unwanted, for you have committed a crime
Unwanted, for you do drugs, or have done drugs
Unwanted, for you are selling your body for money or have sold your body
for money

You are Wanted by one who is Love!
	He made you in HIS image, so you are Wanted and Loved
	You have to choose to see His Love
	His Love is never ending like a circle
	He wants you just the way you are!

You are perfect with all your scars because He wears those scars with you!
This passage is taken from my book, Scrolls From My Heart" by Tabby 
Titled "Unwanted"

My Book is available at the following online retailers
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Hello

Hello
How are you? 
I thought I would call to see how you been?

Are you Worldly dreaming?
Or are you Heavenly dreaming?

Do you think about me?
I think of you, often.

I remember when you loved me 
and 
I was first in your heart
Now you put me last.

Please come back to me
I forgive you for all your mistakes
I don't hold nothing against you.

I have never stopped loving you

Hello
Are still there?

It's not too late to come back to me.
I want you to be to be with me

The time is running out 

I will be sending my Son Jesus soon!

I Came into this World Dead!

While I was still in my mother womb doctors was trying to deliver me but I was in a breached position. The doctor was trying to turn me around. When they did, my bowels came out and got into my lungs. Also as they were turning me the umbilical cord got wrap around my neck and hung me. 

The doctor told my mom I was dead and she had not deliver me yet! They finally deliver me and again confirmed I was dead! My mother screamed help her, save her. The doctor said no because if he did I would have no quality of life. Mom still screamed help her.

A nurse that had just took specialized training in this kind of delivery was there. God placed this nurse in that room to help save me. The doctor said no but the nurse heard my mom. I want to also believe she heard God too. That nurse took care of me while I was in hospital for a month. She would be my first mom (as my mom & me will say) who happen to be a black woman! My mom said this nurse loved on me as if I was her own.

The nurse and my mom did not believe what the doctor had to say about me, that I would be blind, deaf, never walk or talk! 

I came into this world a month early, dead and no hope for living!
But God in His Grace has allowed me to live.

Since then I have had 28 surgeries to correct birth defects or to just live!
 

God has been with me the whole time in this walk.
In my book “Scrolls From My Heart” by Tabby,
I share that walk and my faith with God and Jesus.
Every trial has made me stronger in my faith with God & Jesus.

God allowed me to live so I could share God’s story of Miracles, Grace,
Forgiveness and
Love that he has done in my life.


I pray that you will get my book and share it with others for God’s Glory.

Tabby

Wings to Fly

Oh, how I wish I had Wings of a Dove
I would fly to you Jesus
To the place where I am safe.

Lord, confuse the enemy and deny their plans
For they breach America's walls(Faith in Jesus),
so they can invade
The real danger is already lurking in the cities
For they have disguised their wickedness for good.

The country is falling apart,
because of the wicked
The wicked make threats
They say, "this is their country"
They want to destroy it and kill your people.

The wicked say there is no God,
What fools they are
Or they will say their god is the only one
They are All Liars.

You Lord Jesus is the Only One!!

Based out of Book of Psalms Chapters 52-55